I thought we will be able to make it this year but not. huhuhu! Maybe this is part of God’s plan for us. I know that He’s the one who knows best in our lives. So I think we’ll just wait and see for the next coming days, months or maybe years. Oh, life! Why u make it difficult sometimes?
Oh, life! Why we don’t have the control of all the things that we wanted to happen in our lives? Do you think it’s not unfair? I have been waiting for so long to get the result of my application, I went through lots of trials before they accepted my application for processing. Actually it’s not really my 100% will to undergo the said procedure because I know if what would be the outcome but because of my hubby’s guts to make an attempt so I pursued. Maybe you’ll be wondering if what I am talking about here, for this time I have to keep it by myself I need to talk to my husband first but he is busy this week, he is in Vancouver so I have to wait for him so we can talk. I am just telling it here at least to minimize the feelings that I feel right now. I am so sad, in fact I cried with regards to this matter.
The Awaiting Moment Turn into Sad Moment